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I am invisible
I feel the guilt
As I sink into myself

And if you could hear
The words residing in my mind
I must tell you,
They are not kind

I’ve been holding out for a lifeline
Fear of falling through the scars of the night
I’ve been hanging on for a lifetime
And I can never seem to get it right

You know I’ve never been the kind
To easily fall in love
But with you it was so simple

I wasn’t particularly searching
But you found me and you knew
Right from the start

With your wholeheartedness
And perseverance
You peel off my resistance

You took me home
You taught me faith
You taught me faith

You took me home
You taught me faith
You taught me faith

I never said to believe in forever
It’s a promise I never thought I could keep
But sometimes when we’re close at night
Holding each other tight at night
You’re a reason to believe

I never said to believe in forever
It’s a promise I never thought I could keep
But sometimes when we’re close at night
Holding each other tight at night
You’re a reason to believe

Fading suns & lost moons
In a cold & an empty night
I think I lost my way
In a slow and painful fight

Walked in silence
For so long
Failed to dare
Right or wrong
Forgotten what it feels like
To be home

You can’t rush your heart to shine
The morning love will pave the way
Show itself in perfect time
You can’t rush the night to end
A gentle light will show the way
Show itself in perfect time
Let your heart beat home
Let your heart shine home

I needed to get hurt
The fuel burns better
Was running on a false hope
That we could be together

The weakness has been broken
But it’s left an aching pain
What was I expecting
I just know we’re not the same

When I shut my eyes
I still feel you in my arms
And it’s you I want
But I can’t have you
Not this time
Not this time
Not This

Lyrics courtesy of Raz Nitzan.

My past is back to haunt me
Like I co-exist in some
Childhood heart

So much of us is showing up
This madness of
Pushing and pulling apart

You took the blame
I took the guilt
As we stood in front
Of the judge and jury

We never really
Managed to move on
We’ve never really
Managed to carry on

I wanted so much to build a bridge
Connect our islands of loneliness
Wanted to share your burden
Just to be close to you

I wanted so much to feel accepted
Be part of something close to home
Wanted to share your burden
Just to be close to you

I am not myself
Lost the will to try
My imperfections
Took the need
And left me dry

I wish I knew what’s right
Some darkness is pitch black
No hope to hold on to
Can’t take it back

There’s no half light
In the shadows

I am always
One step behind
One day too late
To know

It’s a path I’ve chosen to take
I can’t look back now, too late to break
And I don’t know how long it takes to get there
But I need to find it on my own

Our minds will take us places where we’ve been before
But our hearts will confront the unknown
I want to look behind every closed door
And mend each worried thought that we have sown

The Unknown